"Napaaral lang ng onti akala mo kung sino na siya"
"Kung umasta akala mo kung sino magaling porket nasa college na siya"
"Dapat di nyo na lang pinag CA yan e, tingnan mo kung pano sumagot"
"E kung wag mo na kaya paaralen next sem?"
"Edi tayo naman lalabas na male"
"Basta sumunod lang ang punyetang batang yan wala problema."
Those are the words that I overheard from my family as I was preparing dinner tonight. I was used to their backstabbing but this certain talk came to me as a shock. After that I went straight downstairs to my basement bedroom to try and calm myself down.
Sundays used to be my favorite time of the week since it was the time that the family can be together and have fun...but as of lately it has been nothing but hell...
For the past few sundays, they have been very cruel to me.
They would call me names and insult me endlessly everytime I eat with them and as of lately...as they would feast on the various foods that my grandmother made for them, all I was allowed to partake of was canned food.
They would expect me to do everything from the cooking (except for some foods that my grandmother insisted to due to to the fact that she deems me unable to make is as well as she can) to cleaning the table and the plates right after.
As a college student, I am usually up to my knees with the work load but even if I beg them to let me study even for just a few hours, it would fall on deaf ears and they would even make me do more than they would usually give.
In short...I am quite fed up with everything right now. I just want to get away from it all...even if it is just for a while.
So I will beg foregiveness to those will read this entry and know who I really am.
Please forgive me.
